Kayla Villnow

I looked at the calendar yesterday and couldn’t believe my eyes…just three weeks left until my life changes yet again.  Three weeks and I go back to school…da-da-dum.

I’m ready though.  I am excited and ready.  I’ve been keeping fairly busy but its still a little odd to have such an unstructured lifestyle right now.

One of the books I (as well as all my future Foster classmates) am reading right now in prep for our MBA program is called, “What Should I Do with My Life?”by Po Bronson.  Its an interesting and often thought-provoking collection of small life stories.  Each of the  90 or so stories are captured in about 5 pages, and boast biographies of every type of person, and every walk of life.  I find the turning points for all of these individuals to be fascinating — the questions that come up, and the causal relationship between their lifestyle and major paradigm shifts makes for great personal reflection.  I touched on some of those points in my first blog.

This is a great book to read though, and a good pick for my generation in general.  With the exception of our brave soldiers who have fought abroad in the last few years,  my generation has faced no real hardship, and very few real challenges.  We walk with our hands outstretched, greedy to assume possesion and power of things we have not yet earned.   In large part, we have also assumed (what I believe) to be a horrible attitude of self-righteousness and entitlement.

Things were shaken up this year though as our economy tanked, and that illustrious vision of immortality flickered ever so slightly.  I wonder though, and maybe I sound like a nagging mom - but were things shaken up enough for us to really, truly wonder what we should do with our lives so that a disaster like this doesn’t happen again?  I hope so.

I am genuinely excited to meet my classmates.  I’m excited to work  with them to determine what we can do with our lives that might help make our business smarter, greener, more ethical.  I’m excited to work with them to push ourselves to become  better citizens, people who want to do more than just make money — people who want to do something good, people who can use our life example to get our country’s attitude in check and make our world a more solid place.

Of course, I recognize we can’t change the world - there are only 100 or so students in my class.  But hey, I am coming from a micro-finance background and know how the little things make all the difference.

So what should I do with my life, or what am I going to do with my life?  I’m not totally sure yet, but I imagine it will be a fun adventure as things continue to unravel over the next two years!

Blog #2, oh yeah.

Well, this is my first time blogging and I am finally getting a move-on after two years of encouragement and and  persuasion from none other than  my blog-savvy buddy Drew Meyers.

I am just freshly back from a stint abroad, and doing my best to re-integrate  into the American-way while simultaneously preparing myself for my fall enrollment at UW’s Foster School of Business.  I’ll be getting my MBA.

I suppose a blog should be written in many ways like a paper — assume your audience knows nothing (or little to nothing).  So I’ll use this first blog to talk a little about who I am, and where I am in the whole roller-coaster ride of life.  I grew up in the Pacific Northwest, and am honestly only mildly happy to be back in the area for school.  My biggest fear is the weather — sound petty?  I’m okay with that, because after spending six years in the Bay Area, and then the past two years in the Dominican Republic I have really come to enjoy the sun, its warmth, and all the extra energy it seems to propel into every day life.  One day at a time though, and for now I’ll continue to enjoy the lovely summer weather we’ve been having.

I spent the past two years working for a Christian micro finance  organization that serves the poor in the DR and  Haiti.  It was, without doubt, the most incredible and humbling blessing of my life.  My eyes were opened to so much, and I was brought to a much more confident, peaceful and inspired place in my relationship with God.  My time there reaffirmed my sense of peace and purpose in pursuing a life that will give back to others and make our world a better place.  It’s really hard to be back stateside, but like I said I am just trying to take everything a day at a time.  Slow and sure, I’m trying to keep busy with purpose.

I am back in Seattle now for the first time since I left for college in 2001.  I am looking forward to being in school again.  A new pace of life, a challenging environment and the opportunity to meet a new group of people will be a great step for me right now.  I learned enough with my work in the DR to know that  I still have a lot to learn — my intent is to get a jump start on some of that learning in my MBA program so that I can go back out into the world and help some really outstanding NGO’s reach those who need them with a greater degree of efficacy.

I’ve started doing some of my suggested summer reading, and then also stumbled upon a coffee-table book I am finding fascinating, Thomas Friedman’s  “Hot, Flat, and Crowded.”  Its exciting to read books like this now because I have seen horrible corruption, abject poverty, disease and much more with my own eyes.  I notice I am more more aware of taking the big questions and the pivotal debates scrawled out in these books to heart than I ever have been before.

I have a couple things I came across in my recent readings that I’d like to share here, I’ll continue to investigate and ponder them over the next week or two I am sure.  I hope you all enjoy, and thanks for bearing with me!

“If we want things to stay as they are, things are going to have to change”  (I was astonished at how this fit into so many areas of my life.  Friedman used it do describe how we enjoy life right now, and that if we want to continue enjoying life on our planet as we do today, the world’s current consumption rate and how we protect our resources, has got to change).

(From a Po Bronson book)  Sankskrit describes five layers of self/mind: physical, feeling, perception, intention, and consciousness.  Self is the combination of  the five– so if I break it down, how do all five of those  elements come together to reflect the person I am? Or the person I want to be?

We all  talk about being do-ers, and how our actions speak louder than words…but, every day our silence says things loud and clear.  I have to wonder,  on which issues does our silence speak louder, and clearer than our actions and words combined?

Thanks again! Blog #1 completed